A special person that came to my LIFE~

The one who i like...
Well,he came into my life approximate 8 months ago...I knew him through Facebook...Then we started chat on msn....He also gave me his phone number...=)
At tat time,i only got a little bit de feeling to him...
About July,I like someone else,i choose the another,coz i think i wont be so lucky to be with him...
AND I FAILED....
After two months,i recovered from sad,i remember this guy back thinking of him,but that time i still havent realize that i like him...Almost the end of the september,i'm just keeping seeing his pictures on facebook...That's all~
I'm start confusing after a few days later.....I keep thinking,Will i have chance to be together with him,or i will fail again?Everything become unknown....=(
Dont know where the braveness come from,i wrote that this guy change my life and my attitude,ITS REAL!!!!I DINT LIE!!!!!!and i wrote something maybe that will make he angry of me.....I wrote I like him...
I dont know whether he see or not,but i think his friends saw my status le....Since that my heart became luan!!!I keep talk to myself that he will take SPM soon,i really scare i will influence him....=(
Exactly my 16 birthday.....He wrote on my wall..I feel very happy that time......THE BEST GIFT THAT I .RECEIVED THIS BIRTHDAY IS BLESSES FROM HIM...
Chu Jing also wrote on my wall,'Hope ur crush able to be ur bf soon'..then he like the post that Jay posted onto my wall.....What is the meaning leh????But that time,i tell myself that DONT BE SO PERASAN!!!!!
I sent many message for him since that day,maybe he already get sick of me......I feel regret that i always fan him......Sorry ya....=(
I'm A SILLY Girl.....My muka tebal sangat...sorry.....
I know that he will go to KL library to study,so i went there too,with my friend.....SO FISH LEH!!!!!MY GOD~~~~=(
I done a lot of stupid things.....Sorry....=(


If i have a chance,i wish i can sing for him,i dont know how to biao da,so i wish i can sing for him......Hopefully i have the chance......
I know he is a good guy...The one who own him must be the luckiest girl in this world.....I wish i can know him more......But i think i wont have the chance le,i'm too ugly for him.....I'm not a beautiful girl.........I also dunno whether he got GF or not,and i know even he got no GF,i also got NO chance....AM I?????

Dont angry...through this,i can tell everything,because i have no the braveness to tell in front of you...
I'm sorry...You must be angry of me now....=(