I HATE SMOKING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Well,I HATE SMOKING!!!!!
Nowaday,got a lot of people smoking~Including my dad...T.T
I try hard to ask him dont smoke anymore,but he dont want to listen to me.....I hope he can reduce it if he cant stop it.....=/
The things that make me more disappointed is POLICE also SMOKING!!!!
Why police cant make a good teladan for the citizen de leh??????


THROAT CANCER,LUNG CANCER,this two already scare me until want to die.....
THE PROBLEM IS US..NEED TO BE THE SECONDHAND-SMOKER......
Especially the Children....so kelian......
TEENAGER ALSO SAME,I SAW THEY SMOKE IN FRONT OF MY SCHOOL!!!!
I dont know where they keep the rokok,prefects do spot-check also cant find it.....MY 4 MAWAR CLASS is near to the male toilet,sometimes we terhidu the stupid smell,but when my classmate(of coz he is a boy la,and prefect oso)go to check,they already run away........

If I GOT A WISH,I WISH THAT ALL THE SMOKERS WILL STOP SMOKING IMMEDIATELY!!!!!!
I DONT KNOW WHO CREATED SMOKING BUT I'M VERY ANGRY OF HIM....BUT OSO CANNOT BLAME HIM ALL,SOME PEOPLE CANNOT MAKE DIFFERENT BETWEEN RIGHT OR WRONG NOW=(


I hope this will end.....Before death continue hunting them.....

A special person that came to my LIFE~

The one who i like...
Well,he came into my life approximate 8 months ago...I knew him through Facebook...Then we started chat on msn....He also gave me his phone number...=)
At tat time,i only got a little bit de feeling to him...
About July,I like someone else,i choose the another,coz i think i wont be so lucky to be with him...
AND I FAILED....
After two months,i recovered from sad,i remember this guy back thinking of him,but that time i still havent realize that i like him...Almost the end of the september,i'm just keeping seeing his pictures on facebook...That's all~
I'm start confusing after a few days later.....I keep thinking,Will i have chance to be together with him,or i will fail again?Everything become unknown....=(
Dont know where the braveness come from,i wrote that this guy change my life and my attitude,ITS REAL!!!!I DINT LIE!!!!!!and i wrote something maybe that will make he angry of me.....I wrote I like him...
I dont know whether he see or not,but i think his friends saw my status le....Since that my heart became luan!!!I keep talk to myself that he will take SPM soon,i really scare i will influence him....=(
Exactly my 16 birthday.....He wrote on my wall..I feel very happy that time......THE BEST GIFT THAT I .RECEIVED THIS BIRTHDAY IS BLESSES FROM HIM...
Chu Jing also wrote on my wall,'Hope ur crush able to be ur bf soon'..then he like the post that Jay posted onto my wall.....What is the meaning leh????But that time,i tell myself that DONT BE SO PERASAN!!!!!
I sent many message for him since that day,maybe he already get sick of me......I feel regret that i always fan him......Sorry ya....=(
I'm A SILLY Girl.....My muka tebal sangat...sorry.....
I know that he will go to KL library to study,so i went there too,with my friend.....SO FISH LEH!!!!!MY GOD~~~~=(
I done a lot of stupid things.....Sorry....=(


If i have a chance,i wish i can sing for him,i dont know how to biao da,so i wish i can sing for him......Hopefully i have the chance......
I know he is a good guy...The one who own him must be the luckiest girl in this world.....I wish i can know him more......But i think i wont have the chance le,i'm too ugly for him.....I'm not a beautiful girl.........I also dunno whether he got GF or not,and i know even he got no GF,i also got NO chance....AM I?????

Dont angry...through this,i can tell everything,because i have no the braveness to tell in front of you...
I'm sorry...You must be angry of me now....=(

Sick=(

Haiz....still havent recover yet.....my throat....
Today cant study with MICHELLE le.....so sorry made her wake up early and come to shop.....=(
LOl...Today i eat a little bit nia....That's GUD for me la....coz no nid eat too much as usual.....Just found that falling sick can help me reduce weight(GUA)._.
Drink a lot of water,Grandma also made a big cup of  (Hmm.....I dont know how to say that la)something like kat zai shui give me to drink~
Yesterday sms Jay Yang,ask him how to cure pening kepala except for seeing doctor....
He replied me:A GOOD SLEEP :-D..
Well i really sleep well last night,BECAUSE OF HIS MESSAGE!When i woke up this morning,pening kepala hilang ady,want to thanks him but i'm have not the BRAVENESS=)
Actually,medicine+his message made me feel better than last night.....
Hope I get well as soon as posible,so that i can STUDY!!!!

HAiz....done a lot of embarrass things~

Always send message for him...
Go to KL Library to see him...
STUPID LA ME!!!!!
Why my muka so tebal de leh????
I think someday in the future,he will get sick of me...
PLEASE LA!!!!!He taking SPM now!!!!!Always fan him!!!!!没资格啦！
HE WONT LIKE ME DE LA!!!!!BECAUSE I"M SO UGLY=(
I just realize that the person who i really want to share everything,spend my life IS HIM!!!!! when MY SWEET SIXTEEN BIRTHDAY!!!!
I'm always tell myself dont be so perasan!!!!!!!I'm WILL NOT have a chance de la.....
Always tell myself that SAU PEI LA!!!!!
Always tell myself i'll always FAIL!!!!!!
Aiya!!!!!!!!!Just DIG A BIG HOLE AND JUMP INTO IT LA!!!!!!!

Sick=(

Haiz....Dunno what i ate yesterday.....My throat.....T.T
The stupid painful throat made me wake up at 4.55am.....That time i feel very weak.....After drink a cup of water,i continue my sleep....WTH!!!I cant sleep!!!I'm suffer!!!!!Dunno how,maybe too tired then i fell asleep le....
Wake up at about 9:30am.....My mum call me to accompany her to pasar pagi......My throat feel better a little bit nia...After that headache come to me.....After back from pasar pagi,i eat a little bit  then i eat medicine...I sleep until 1pm....=/
Body still weak when i woke up,go to my aunty house to bath(using warm water coz my house only got cold water to bath)...After that i went to Pusat Tuisyen Martin for Form 5 registration=/
Today not a good day for me....I'm falling sick and i feel the whole day is suX!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!=(