^^

I'm very happy today.....Meet Nicole and Sherlyn jie jie at Pudu LRT station.....I getting up the strairs and realize got two people slow down their step and i think they looking at me,then i look up,then i'm still blur blur,after a few seconds,baru realize that is my lovely jie jie.....haha......How can they know my face leh?????haha...I'm very surpise that time and feel really lucky to see them face to face......We are really you yuan leh~~~~Sherlyn and Nicole jie jie look very pretty leh....Sherlyn jie jie vey slim=)
haha......^^

I very very very very SAD today.....

I'm really extremely sad today......Why God play me?????I should see my dear today...We are so close....If I bring enough money to get in the comic pesta,I can see him le....My eyes water keep dropping on the way i'm home,i cant see him,back home also cried.....I'm very sad~

Yeah!!!!!!!!!!

FINALLY!!!!!
I can let you go le.....


After thinking a few days,i just realize that,i wont have the chance!!!!!Just let it go!!!!!
I cried,i suffered when i made this decision....But i made it!!!!!!!

I wont be like this anymore....I will  like someone who will give me a chance!!!!!

I want to tell you this,i dint feel REGRET that i like you before......really......You is a nice guy for me,but God dint make us together....

I gave up of you!!!!!!But i will always祝福你！！！！加油哦！！！！

Can I?

Can I sing for you?
Do i have that chance?


The Song that made me remember you is
Aerosmith de 'I DONT WANT TO MISS A THING' ,
Taylor Swift de 'You Belong  To Me' and 'Tear Drops On Mu Guitar', and
Celine Dion de 'Because You Loved Me'


Sometimes this song give me courage to send message for you.
Miley Cyrus de 'The Climb'....This song made me 鼓起勇气！




我想过了，或许我真的没有机会为你唱歌。
天真的很厉害作弄我，让我遇见你，喜欢上你。

也在我觉得我没有希望的时候，再次让我遇见你。

我并不是什么特别的女孩子，我只是一个平凡，胖胖，爱幻想有笨笨的女孩子。
说真的，我真的没有资格叫你喜欢我。
现在我也不敢说我爱你，因为我还没有更深入地了解你。恐怕没有那个机会吧。

我已经很多天没有发信息给你了，心里真的很不是滋味，一听到那几首歌，我就会想起你。
自从你没有回我信息后，我不敢在发送信息给你了，我怕你嫌我烦，我害怕你讨厌我。所以我再也不敢了。

我在信息里说的每一个字，每一句话都是真的。我每天都为你许愿，祈祷。我真的很希望你成功。我相信你一定能做到。知道为什么吗？因为我相信你，对你有十足的信心。
我知道你这个人是不会让人失望的。

其实，我也不敢再奢求什么。现在最重要的，是看到你在SPM考试拿到很好很好的成绩，然后成功进入大学，交到很好的女朋友，然后过着幸福的日子。

你快乐，我也会快乐。
你幸福，我也会幸福。

真的很想知道未来，
是哪一个女孩子那么幸运能跟你永远的在一起~
你给我的第一个印象是你肯定是个书呆子。哈哈！！！！
可是你真的很厉害哦！尤其在生物方面！

我觉得你真的是你个很好的人，能够认识你是我最快乐的事。
现在，我闭上眼睛，向星星讨了一个愿望，如果你看到这个，那么请你看着天上最闪亮的星星许愿，那颗星星就当时我送给你的礼物。真的很抱歉哦！我摘不到那颗星星给你，我太渺小了！
I think i cant have the chance to sing for you le.....But I want to tell you that,you always in my heart....
Phil Collins:'You'll Be In My Heart'

我在这里真心的祝福你。加油=)

Sad=(

My schoolmate....Wai Hong,passed away because of accident....Well,i'm not really know him,but i know he is a really good person~I think he is same age with me,but now he no study le....
I knew this bad news through facebook.....He left his twins younger brother,and us~
REST IN PEACE~Wai Hong.....You always in our heart....

I HATE SMOKING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Well,I HATE SMOKING!!!!!
Nowaday,got a lot of people smoking~Including my dad...T.T
I try hard to ask him dont smoke anymore,but he dont want to listen to me.....I hope he can reduce it if he cant stop it.....=/
The things that make me more disappointed is POLICE also SMOKING!!!!
Why police cant make a good teladan for the citizen de leh??????


THROAT CANCER,LUNG CANCER,this two already scare me until want to die.....
THE PROBLEM IS US..NEED TO BE THE SECONDHAND-SMOKER......
Especially the Children....so kelian......
TEENAGER ALSO SAME,I SAW THEY SMOKE IN FRONT OF MY SCHOOL!!!!
I dont know where they keep the rokok,prefects do spot-check also cant find it.....MY 4 MAWAR CLASS is near to the male toilet,sometimes we terhidu the stupid smell,but when my classmate(of coz he is a boy la,and prefect oso)go to check,they already run away........

If I GOT A WISH,I WISH THAT ALL THE SMOKERS WILL STOP SMOKING IMMEDIATELY!!!!!!
I DONT KNOW WHO CREATED SMOKING BUT I'M VERY ANGRY OF HIM....BUT OSO CANNOT BLAME HIM ALL,SOME PEOPLE CANNOT MAKE DIFFERENT BETWEEN RIGHT OR WRONG NOW=(


I hope this will end.....Before death continue hunting them.....

A special person that came to my LIFE~

The one who i like...
Well,he came into my life approximate 8 months ago...I knew him through Facebook...Then we started chat on msn....He also gave me his phone number...=)
At tat time,i only got a little bit de feeling to him...
About July,I like someone else,i choose the another,coz i think i wont be so lucky to be with him...
AND I FAILED....
After two months,i recovered from sad,i remember this guy back thinking of him,but that time i still havent realize that i like him...Almost the end of the september,i'm just keeping seeing his pictures on facebook...That's all~
I'm start confusing after a few days later.....I keep thinking,Will i have chance to be together with him,or i will fail again?Everything become unknown....=(
Dont know where the braveness come from,i wrote that this guy change my life and my attitude,ITS REAL!!!!I DINT LIE!!!!!!and i wrote something maybe that will make he angry of me.....I wrote I like him...
I dont know whether he see or not,but i think his friends saw my status le....Since that my heart became luan!!!I keep talk to myself that he will take SPM soon,i really scare i will influence him....=(
Exactly my 16 birthday.....He wrote on my wall..I feel very happy that time......THE BEST GIFT THAT I .RECEIVED THIS BIRTHDAY IS BLESSES FROM HIM...
Chu Jing also wrote on my wall,'Hope ur crush able to be ur bf soon'..then he like the post that Jay posted onto my wall.....What is the meaning leh????But that time,i tell myself that DONT BE SO PERASAN!!!!!
I sent many message for him since that day,maybe he already get sick of me......I feel regret that i always fan him......Sorry ya....=(
I'm A SILLY Girl.....My muka tebal sangat...sorry.....
I know that he will go to KL library to study,so i went there too,with my friend.....SO FISH LEH!!!!!MY GOD~~~~=(
I done a lot of stupid things.....Sorry....=(


If i have a chance,i wish i can sing for him,i dont know how to biao da,so i wish i can sing for him......Hopefully i have the chance......
I know he is a good guy...The one who own him must be the luckiest girl in this world.....I wish i can know him more......But i think i wont have the chance le,i'm too ugly for him.....I'm not a beautiful girl.........I also dunno whether he got GF or not,and i know even he got no GF,i also got NO chance....AM I?????

Dont angry...through this,i can tell everything,because i have no the braveness to tell in front of you...
I'm sorry...You must be angry of me now....=(

Sick=(

Haiz....still havent recover yet.....my throat....
Today cant study with MICHELLE le.....so sorry made her wake up early and come to shop.....=(
LOl...Today i eat a little bit nia....That's GUD for me la....coz no nid eat too much as usual.....Just found that falling sick can help me reduce weight(GUA)._.
Drink a lot of water,Grandma also made a big cup of  (Hmm.....I dont know how to say that la)something like kat zai shui give me to drink~
Yesterday sms Jay Yang,ask him how to cure pening kepala except for seeing doctor....
He replied me:A GOOD SLEEP :-D..
Well i really sleep well last night,BECAUSE OF HIS MESSAGE!When i woke up this morning,pening kepala hilang ady,want to thanks him but i'm have not the BRAVENESS=)
Actually,medicine+his message made me feel better than last night.....
Hope I get well as soon as posible,so that i can STUDY!!!!

HAiz....done a lot of embarrass things~

Always send message for him...
Go to KL Library to see him...
STUPID LA ME!!!!!
Why my muka so tebal de leh????
I think someday in the future,he will get sick of me...
PLEASE LA!!!!!He taking SPM now!!!!!Always fan him!!!!!没资格啦！
HE WONT LIKE ME DE LA!!!!!BECAUSE I"M SO UGLY=(
I just realize that the person who i really want to share everything,spend my life IS HIM!!!!! when MY SWEET SIXTEEN BIRTHDAY!!!!
I'm always tell myself dont be so perasan!!!!!!!I'm WILL NOT have a chance de la.....
Always tell myself that SAU PEI LA!!!!!
Always tell myself i'll always FAIL!!!!!!
Aiya!!!!!!!!!Just DIG A BIG HOLE AND JUMP INTO IT LA!!!!!!!

Sick=(

Haiz....Dunno what i ate yesterday.....My throat.....T.T
The stupid painful throat made me wake up at 4.55am.....That time i feel very weak.....After drink a cup of water,i continue my sleep....WTH!!!I cant sleep!!!I'm suffer!!!!!Dunno how,maybe too tired then i fell asleep le....
Wake up at about 9:30am.....My mum call me to accompany her to pasar pagi......My throat feel better a little bit nia...After that headache come to me.....After back from pasar pagi,i eat a little bit  then i eat medicine...I sleep until 1pm....=/
Body still weak when i woke up,go to my aunty house to bath(using warm water coz my house only got cold water to bath)...After that i went to Pusat Tuisyen Martin for Form 5 registration=/
Today not a good day for me....I'm falling sick and i feel the whole day is suX!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!=(